As beautiful as it can be

Another night out..another set of dreams that I could've had...another good night's sleep lost...and another 12 hours earned...:P ..As I wasted the time or rather carefully learned and battled away the minute intricacies of how not to let the sleep or any other kind of pressure summon myself from dozing out..I was enlightened by the understanding of the word life...which some of us are living and some of us dream about while other choose to ignore and dupe themselves into living something which just holds a slight resemblance to what they have ended up calling "living life".
Anyways..that was me blabbering ..So....while I was not sleeping it should be quiet obvious that there must be something that I was doing....even though I could never understand the need for people to do something just for the sake of telling people..but I wouldn't take that away from you all ..all i did was... watched some flicks..some music videos...listened to music and kept changing my sitting and laying positions all over the room..and after 8 hours of twisting and turning and churning and what not...I realised the importance of a simple cup of tea in the morning ......
To some of us it might be just another morning ritual ..but there are quiet a few..who couldn't move an inch until we recieve that 100 ml. of pure heaven..which carries us to the rest of the day...this specific group of people mostly consists of those who cant shit until they are one cup down....and after that cup there is no looking back..and a long boring 16 hour journey thus begins with few breaks here and there..
Well this is just one thing which I realised..and no matter how silly it might sound..I never thought about tea way before..and therefore this has to be mentioned..
Now, coming to the more serious part..what if our lives were perfect. I mean what if noone made any mistakes throughout his span of life..what if people were happy and contented..what if there is solution for every problem and we could solve it within a matter of seconds..what if every situation had background score..I prefer jazz or something on voilin or acoustic or piano...which brings me to another what if..what if we could choose the background score according to our likes or dislikes....what if we didnt have to learn anything or struggle for anything..and so on..life would have been awesome had it been presented to us before coming down as an abstract..
I know I would have certainly enjoyed it if somehow I got my hands on the epilogue and the prelude of my story.....
And I hate turns too..the one we find on roads..I hate them.........so there shouldn't be any turns too...there should've been just one straight road ....connecting everything to everything....somehow i believe that there was a time when things were like that only..but we people managed to make everything a bit more complex than before with every change and every generation..and now..we can only dream about what could have been a reality had people stopped long ago..and did nothing..:P

Another day at the end of time !

I am sick of waiting for that feeling to arrive..the feeling that almost all my peers are feeling right now..that nostalgic thought about everything that has happened in last five years here....I want to be nostalgic and all that but somehow writing about everything or somethings is something that I dont fancy. Of course I have met some beautiful people (beautiful heart..u shallow bitches) and some real assholes ..and together we made some of the greatest nights and awesome days to remember ..but I really cant differentiate between a great experience or an okay experience....to me every experience was as funny as it was sad...funnny for the obvious reasons..and sad because it went away just like everything else..it has passed..and I knew that from the moment it started....I know it is insane of me to think about things like this..but well isn't it true...:)
At last, all I can say is ( as I wait for my guide to come back and take my bloody presentation )
there were two options with me five years back ..when I chose the first one..and got myself into IIT...and somehow I think I made an awesome choice..because of I could feel proud about myself down the line...
I wish to live this life again sometime in the future after 40 years...when most of us will go bald..some of us might be on life supports..some would have lost their perfect 6/6 eyesight while others will carry an extra pair of teeths....and few might need medical assistance to shit and piss and whatever there is that needs assistance...........I wish that I can have this same or a slightly better (financially) life once more to see whether I can do all that I've done over here again and may be more...
This place provides you with lush green environment..and ample space..and so many dark corners...It will be perfect for us when we get old ....We could all do things..that we couldn't do now....:) SEE YA ALL till then :D