I am sick of waiting for that feeling to arrive..the feeling that almost all my peers are feeling right now..that nostalgic thought about everything that has happened in last five years here....I want to be nostalgic and all that but somehow writing about everything or somethings is something that I dont fancy. Of course I have met some beautiful people (beautiful heart..u shallow bitches) and some real assholes ..and together we made some of the greatest nights and awesome days to remember ..but I really cant differentiate between a great experience or an okay experience....to me every experience was as funny as it was sad...funnny for the obvious reasons..and sad because it went away just like everything else..it has passed..and I knew that from the moment it started....I know it is insane of me to think about things like this..but well isn't it true...:)
At last, all I can say is ( as I wait for my guide to come back and take my bloody presentation )
there were two options with me five years back ..when I chose the first one..and got myself into IIT...and somehow I think I made an awesome choice..because of I could feel proud about myself down the line...
I wish to live this life again sometime in the future after 40 years...when most of us will go bald..some of us might be on life supports..some would have lost their perfect 6/6 eyesight while others will carry an extra pair of teeths....and few might need medical assistance to shit and piss and whatever there is that needs assistance...........I wish that I can have this same or a slightly better (financially) life once more to see whether I can do all that I've done over here again and may be more...
This place provides you with lush green environment..and ample space..and so many dark corners...It will be perfect for us when we get old ....We could all do things..that we couldn't do now....:) SEE YA ALL till then :D
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cya then for sure!
and this is a wonderful thought :)
i haven't read any "leaving college" post like this, tu paida hi wierd hua tha ya baad mein chalkar kabhi head pe chhot lagi thi
@ pragya...thnx :)
@ 1. toone kitni leaving college posts. :P
2. wierd mein tha pehle se hi thoda bahut..adha iit ne kar diya
adha tum logon ne..mere sar pe tu laga hai 100 kilo ke haathi
correction - 100 kilo nahi, 83.7 Kg (after morning rituals)
nana!
i din know all this while you took up my request!
and see...it's nice!
and this is such a beaytiful thought (at heart and what were u thinking shallow...)
:P
I hope the not-so-beautiful guide turns up in time and you are done with all of it for full!
btw...i know how you just fail to feel all the nostalgia everyone around u is feeling...though not the same reasons or scenario...but I felt it too when I was there...very strongly...was surprised once, annoyed how can i be a stone-heart and then back to the normal self: ki farak penda hai!
waiting to see all of us together at 40 at IIT and all o us (minus the girls) go bald!
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@ v : toone itna bada comment likh ke mujhe khush kar diya baaki sab toh 2-2 line likh ke kat liye..
vaise i have plans for the day jis din mera ppt finish hoga :P
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